FUCK YOU JOSEPH

FUCK YOU JOSEPH

First day in collage

Fresher day

It was done. With lots of self confidence I marched. I could see a long banner awaiting me. "But where are my damsel"S" and indeed where are my enemies. I parked my bike and with tons of self confidence and withering courage I began too climb the steps. I heard the bell ring. "Shit I am late" My first day to see and I lost it all".
I could hear distant cries of excitement. I walked towards the noise. As the cries became clear , I got the first glimpse of my enemies. "Ah ha what an sight to start the day" 9-10 small guys. "what are they really my enemies " I took the motivational saying and flexed my biceps. the small guy with the senior badge on his forehead looked at me and called me.
With cunning smile of assurance of able to take them all at the very same time I walked towards them, as I reached my spirit rose up, There were the damsel"S" in between the #@$ seniors and yes there were SENIOR DAMSEL"S" . A cunning smile creped up my face " it would indeed be meaningful to crush the enemies" " you overgrown baboon fool come here" screamed one of the senior. I gave his the LOOK. " Baboon that too in front of my damsel"S". My confidence was degrading "Shit this is not at all an good time to pee in my pants" I stood in front of him like an lion ready to pounce(physically) but metally I was a frightened puppy.I knew all the damsel"s" were looking at me. I took all my courage and said " what @#$@#er"
There was a long silence. 9-10 guys began to grow. I could take them assured my mind. Well that was for an short time. Then came the real titians " shit big guys with 30 " bells, white shirt and angled boots. they were indeed cowboys without guns.
Again with the last little amount of courage I said " who the #$#@ers want to fight me, come @#$#@$". But this time my roar of ferociousness was induced with certain sounds of fear. I heard a loud roar of that of an attacking army. This was it........
I lost I week of my precious collage days and father lost lot of money on my hospital bills.I looked at him and in return my father gave me the traditional father look.......

This is where it all began......

We were four individuals who came to study....and met.... but I was different ... i came to collage for all other things ;-)...This is where I saw many walking beauties.... But I didnt like those beauties...
My name : Achu A.K.A Achuthanadhan Kutty

1991 august 10th : It has been raining for days.... The eagerness to see the destined one was growing..... The Evergreen Trees, withered flower path .... the Lovers Corners .... the damsels... this is thing i was most disturbed and eager to see...
1991 August 23: The season of onam... what more could I ask for ... a flower freshers day... ... the Day i waited anxiously had finally arrived. I had made up my mind... I knew there would many villians in form of seniority try to grab my damsel'S'. I prepared my self as a warrior. I tried to encourage my self saying "for what The &%$ I had been workout and have 20" biceps......" who !@# is going to stand in front of me".......
The Muhurtham: 7:30 am... persuaded my poor father so hard that he suffocated in buying me a bike of all SEASON... I started.... For the first time I was riding. Shit how am i gonna ride with out falling.... "Again I motivated my self for what the $#@ man you have been working out and have 20" biceps"... I went to my room and prayed looking in mirror... Help me Man." And in the refection saw the 20" biceps" well there was my motivation" " I was ready to go".......
I started . I could see the eyes of my mother and father pop out... I gave them a cunning smile and went. I loved riding in "Z" manner....
That day was the day I had worked out so hard in my life. I have never pushed 195 kg to a astonishing 3 kms. "how the ^%$ am I going to face my damsel"S" and enimies." Shit I really need an motivation"for what The &%$ I had been workout and have 20" biceps......"... There its done.....

girl

The girl who smiled

And still she went with her broken heart, she never felt love. Every soul loved her but none loved her heart. She went through the darkest street. A hum so spreading , so enchanting, she felt it . She was lost in thoughts. A love so true she tried to find. But couldn't . She stayed in the dark cold night, like the weathering leaf she fell . In front stood a man so promising. He took her by her hair and threw to the dirty street. He ordered her to work. A work so passionate yet so sad. She dream't of a beautiful life, a life with trust, a wish to live. She cried, an unnoticed tear fell on the ground. She stood up looked into his glowing eyes and closed her eyes in a way of asking him 'why'.... And she knocked , and came a eager face waiting for her. And the door closed behind. She went inside like a senteneced innocent, into the world of sorrow, a world so different from her thoughts. As the door opened she came like a withered leaf. she walked through the dark street, like a lost soul, she walked. Her weeps filled the street. She was again lost, lost in the thoughts of her life, a beautiful life. With a screeching sound it pulled in front of her. She knew it , as the window scrolled down ,through it came a hand so built, caught her, she pulled out a pack of money handed him, like a begger he threw a some leftovers. With an silence gloom she took it and again alone in the dark she walked. And when the sun rose, a body so familiar, a face so familiar, a heart so unknown lay in the dark street, eyes so enchanting , so enigmatic, she lay silent. She was gone, dead. A face so happy was her, she was happy for none knew, some said she was girl worth the money. None knew the soul of her was the most purest of all. She believed she would get the life she dream't of, and she went with a smile as the last breath bid adieu world she hated. A new world of love bloomed for her. She was gone, gone with the thoughts.

NIRVANA .... at 4:35 am

4:35 am : Peace, so much calm, as though my heart became weighless like a feather... so much peace..... It is always true.... beauty is inside us.... so is peace... all you have to do is listen to your self.